ill swim the ocean for you.

i haven't blogged in nearly two months, i'm disappointed in myself for that but i'm going to try my best to start blogging properly again.

anyway, i guess i should update. a lot has changed in the past month, i feel so much better as a person. i've changed my ways, i've put my childish, grudge-holding, horrible side away and found a newer, better person underneath it all. i've made a mends with people that are important to me and i've helped others do the same. it feel amazing, its just a pity that everyone can't seem to put things behind them.
things are going so well in my life, things with friends, family, relationships and life in general have peaked and i'm hoping the don't drop again. i got one of my best friends back in my life and i don't think i've been happier, i missed niamh more than i can explain in words and thankfully i helped amy get her back too. i've made new and regained old friends through this too, thanks to niamh of course. i've also my boy back, i'm not going to get my hopes up but things are going amazingly and i can safely say i took him for granted first time.
there are of course still people and things, holding me back and bringing me down but to be honest i'm not letting in bother me. people will eventually see that i can't be owned, i am my own person and i make my own choices, i just hope they realize before i have to let them go.

i'm finally content with my life again, i'm hoping and praying it keeps going this way, i don't want anything to change anytime soon. i love and cherish the people i have and the life i have.